you,
i never regret wasting my one whole year knowing you.
it's all worth it.
the fight, the tears, the cry, the heartache, the laughter, the money wasted on credits, the money wasted for bills, the time wasted for the SMSs, the time wasted for the phone calls,
the time when i talked to your mom, the time you embarrassed me in front of my family for your silly hairstyle, the part where we were teased by your cousins, the part we cried when we're about to be apart when i was about to go to the hostel, the time you said i was yours, the time you confessed you were mine, the day we were dreaming of having a family, the night you were mad that i said you're not gonna be my groom, the night you thought i don't want to marry a guy like you, the night you asked me to be yours, the day you wished me birthday wishes, the time when you asked for the pillow i hugged, the day you looked at me in the eyes lovingly, the day we made our promises, those days when we were fighting, those day when you were sulking for my attitude, your jealousy, my jealousy, our break ups, and our hook ups, the voice SMSs, the song we sing together, the exes chases, the card, the necklace, the smiles we exchanged,
those were the sweetest memories we created together,
i always remember how sweet you were,
and how handsome you looked.
yes,
i never regret anything,
even the part when i let you go.
i am totally letting go, i am totally over you.
at last i am able to like someone else who don't even look like you,
and i am glad i am not living under your shadows anymore.
friends, aite? :)
