Another Wish

I want to be the lucky girl who gets to wake up to your smile every morning.

You do have a very lovely smile, you know that? I bet you don't.

Tikus Tikus

You surprised me when you told him you don't use mouse. You sound so cute when you told him that. And you look absolutely handsome today. I still can't forget your smile.

Thanks for the mouse. Don't worry, it's safe with me.

Mr Nice Guy

I honestly think that you are a nice person. I don't say this because I like you, but I truly think that you are a warm, and a kind person.

Yeah, I know what they said about you. But I think maybe you have this attitude which you like to brag. Or maybe you just wanna share, but somehow you sound like you're boasting. I don't know.

But I do believe that we're human, and we're not perfect. Neither do you. Anyway, I like you nevertheless.

Wajah Kesayangan Hamba

Then I realized how I miss your smile.

Hello honey, it's really good to see you alive, and kicking. You look handsomer, or maybe it's just me.

Nevertheless, I'm happy to see you again.

Can't Wait

I hope I'll see you in the meeting tomorrow. It's been a long time and I've started missing you.

Adventurous

I always want to be someone adventurous. And you happened to be one.

So, would like to take me to go on an adventure with you? Maybe go for hiking or skydiving? I'd learn scuba diving, just for you.

I like you very very much.

Hi,

"Belle buat apa kat sini?"

Do you always talk that soft with women? I hope you do. Or maybe I hope you don't.

I like the way you talk to me. I feel special.

Sets

Despite what they said about you, my heart is still sets for you. And here I am chilling with my family, and I thought of how well you'd blend with us here. Honestly, I really can see you as part of my family, a part of me.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha, you.

Lessons

God is good. And He has a funny way of showing me about stuffs. An in this case, it's about you.

I don't get the chance to go back with you. And I'm okay with it because my ride home was with two person I enjoy their company the most. And from them, I learned a lot about you.

And with a lot I mean, really really so much things.

But those things made me dissapointed with you. Guess you're really that bad. Why do I always fall for someone like you?

Anyway, your visit to the room earlier this morning kinda made my day. You said hi to me and kinda talk and making jokes. I saw a lot of pictures of you, too. It really made me happy.

After all what they've said, I still like you. But I hope you'd change. Please don't be that person anymore.

Jadi.

We happened.
In my dream.


I guess that's the best way it could ever happen, anyways.

Ride

I want to hitch a ride with you. I want to go back to Kedah with you. I've asked people, but they mentioned other names. I want them to suggest that I should go back with you. But I guess, you don't give people a ride home. And I don't think that would ever happen.

I am a sad kitty :(

Malu

Terkadang aku terasa malu sekali
kerana menyayangi sepenuh hati
sedangkan kau kelu tak mengetahui

Pasti

I am 100% sure that one of my wish about you is not going to happen. I am now officially a sad kitty.

What was I thinking?

Oh yes, I was thinking of how deeply in love I am with you.

Reality

As much as I love you,
I'll always know that we can't be together.
Not now, not ever.

And I'll try and learn to accept that.

Too Much,

Your voice is like a lullaby to my ears.
I could listen to you talk all day long, talking nonsense or even about works.
And I wouldn't mind, not even a bit
Because your voice,
your voice is my lullaby that puts me to sleep.

In Sickness And Health,

We both had a sore throat.
And I kinda like your funny voice.

Hey, Kau Si Pencuri Hati

I miss you.

Rindu.

Aku cuma mahu menghirup udara yang sama,
atau
sekadar termenung melihat kau dari kejauhan

Kenapa rindu benar hati ini pada mu?

Beginning

Start of my day and I saw you in the pick up truck heading to God-knows-where. I'm happy to see your face first in the morning before everybody else. It lightens up my mood.

Later, I was going for the meeting as usual and I saw you in the room. You saw me and start teasing me with yesterday's joke. I love the way you call my name. It makes me sound so special. I told you that the joke should be our secret and you're suggesting that if I want to keep it as a secret, I should treat you lunch or dinner.

Good idea. If only it happens.

Confused

People keep telling me about you. About how weird you could be. How negative and how amazingly insane but annoying, and the kind of person you really are.

I was even there to witness it myself.

And I thought to myself that this could probably be signs from God showing that I shouldn't fall for someone like you.

But then you keep popping from everywhere and you know my name and you teased me like you've known me for life! And you made me happy just by smiling alone and I'm kinda feel the chemistry between us.

And yes, you are indeed very annoying.

I can't really read or decipher and translate all these signals but if I were right, you and I, we'd be good together.

Mixed Signals!

When I thought we can't stand a chance, you showed up. You called my name, teasing around with that heart-melting smiles.

I think I've just evaporate there.

You, I don't know if you had feelings for my friend or something, but whenever I look at you, my butterflies would work harder. And everytime something good would ever happen that involves you, I'd get that weird feeling.

Oh you, oh you, this is dangerous.
Way too dangerous.

:(

Aku putus asa.
Aku tak nampak bila dan di mana kita boleh bersama.
Aku penat menganyam anganku sendiri.
Aku hanya mampu memuja dari jauh

Dan berharap, suatu hari nanti Tuhan akan makbulkan doaku.

The One

I never understood when they say when you've met the right person, he/she will gives you the butterflies in stomach. Even with my ex, I never get that kind of feelings.

Until I met you.

You are one of a kind. At first, I never thought that I would ever like you. You always come off as the fierce ones. What's with your face and the way you talk. Until recently, I started to have feelings for you.

I want to look at your face. I want to know that you're just there. That would be enough for me already. Thinking of you made my the butterflies in my stomach work harder. It really is something. Looking at your face, that would made myday. It would make me happy already. When I look at your face, it gives me the feeling of calm, and peace. It's like you're my zen.

You're making me zen.

I don't know whether I like you too much or it's just a temporary crush, but whatever this feelings are, all I know is it has made me happy.

Thanks to you, I am happy and I love it. Thanks to you, the break ups felt like it's just another heavy rain in my days.

And you, you're my rainbow after the rain.

I like you so much it's impossible that this isn't love.

Come.

You're absent today.
I miss you.
Please come back tomorrow, and be safe and healthy.

Dear,

You made my heart skips a beat,
Just by thinking of you.
You gave me butterflies the whole day,
Only by seeing you for a few seconds.
You,
What have you done?

Kata Hatiku,

Kau lah jodohku.

Makbul

Semalam aku berharap dan berdoa semoga kau ada bersama di sana.
Tadi ketika sudah bersiap hendak balik, kau baru tiba.

Alhamdulillah.
Sekejap, tapi bermakna.
Sekejap, tapi aku tahu Dia mendengar.
Sekejap, tapi sekurangnya aku tahu, doaku dimakbulkan-Nya.


Selepas bertemu, hati aku pasti akan berdebar. Debar sehingga terasa sakitnya.
Sakit yang indah.
Sakit yang aku suka.
Sakit kerana terlalu gembira.

Tuhan, mungkinkah dia yang aku tunggu?

My Bed Time Story

I could write a novel about you.
A chapter on your dazzling smile.
A chapter just about your eyes.
Probably two or three chapters just about the way you blushed.
And the storyline about me obsessing you.

Okay now I sound like a creep.
I love you. I want you.

Debar.

Hati aku sekarang suka berdegup kencang tak tentu hala.
Aku ingat pasti dia lelaki penipu itu punya angkara.
Tapi sebenarnya bila difikir kembali,
Hati aku datang debarnya bila anganku mengharap kau akan datang ke tempat aku pergi
Atau ketika aku cuma mengharapkan kau.
Hai kau,
hati ini benar telah jatuh jauh.

Your Eyes.

Rindu.

Harapnya aku dapat jumpa kau esok. Harapnya kau ada bersama.

Harapnya impian aku jadi nyata.

11:11

I found myself wishing for you when the clock reaches 11:11.

I love you. I love you. I love you. I want you.

Don't

You're still coughing. I heard it. It was bad.

Please get well soon :(

Flushed, Blushed.

It was my presentation. My last minute, super simple presentation that would make me the biggest joke in the meeting. Serve me right for not being prepared and afraid. I don't care. I just want to be done. I'm not going to present next week. I want to finish my presentation. That's all I care for now.

But I forgot something. The most important thing of all. The fact that I know you're going to attend the meeting. I know you're going to be there. And there I was, ready to make a fool of myself. I just don't care. I want to be done.

I was so nervous that I answered the nature call first before attending the meeting. And when I stepped into the room, the first thing I did was looking for you. And there you were, looking not bothered sitting beside my used-to-be-favourite technician.

Surprisingly, I wasn't nervous.

The meeting went as usual. Until it was my turn to present. I was up and standing explaining the general and simplest knowledge I know about O-ring. As I stood there showing pictures and throwing words, looking around for the nods of approval by the other engineers and technicians, I saw you giving your attention to my simple presentation. You put your phone aside and you listened.

You listened to the stuffs I was mumbling.

Then there was the Q&A session. They asked me about the materials and thank goodness, I've read about it and answered "Mostly they are elastomers".

And then I heard you saying something. I looked at you. I want to enjoy the view. I want to look at your face, the same I want to look in your eyes. You're saying something about NBR, the materials, and whatnots and I tried to focus. Honestly, I can only grabbed a few things but the last word. And being me, I was like,

"Huh?"

You repeat your last sentence.

"Huh?"

You repeat it again.

I made faces. I seriously can't hear you. Mostly it's due to your beautiful smile and my lack of focus upon seeing that dashing smile you always have.

"Speak louder lah. With the ladies you spoke very gently eh?" I heard people teasing you.

And I saw that. THAT.

You blushed!

Oh my God! It's like I've never seen anyone blushed before. I never knew you could blushed. Your face was red, or probably pink, and it's so..how could I put it? It so, handsomely beautiful and adorable.

And you smiled too. Showing those dazzling teeth you have. I stood there looking at you. And put that sheepish smile on my face. I totally feel and thinks that I looked like and idiot there.

After that, many of them trying to answer and help me with their knowledge. But I was looking for you, and you're out of reach again. You looked down and about but not at me. And I knew right there and then that I probably have to pray for miracles to see that face of yours to blush again.

But hey, I was grateful. At least I could enjoy the view. And to make it better, it was the greatest start of my morning so far. Seeing you blushed, and laughed, and smiled.

Okay, I gotta admit that I was smiling all along while writing this. I am hoping to see you blush again.

Rephrasing, I was looking forward to it, and to the smiles, and most important of all, to you. I was looking forward for my wishes of you to come true.

You, What Have You Done?

Just the thought of you, and the sight of you could give me thousands or even millions of butterflies in my stomach.

Oh you, oh you, I want you for me. Be mine. All mine.

Please.

I've been daydreaming too much about you. And it's not really a good thing. Because you're taking too many of my time and you don't even know it. I spend my time worrying about you when I really don't have any idea how your life could affect me that much.

Love? I don't think so.

Obsession? Perhaps.

Anyway, I'm really wishing/hoping/praying that my wish of you would come true. Please God, this one wish. Please let it be happening. I beg you. Please make my wish come true.

Urm I need rephrasing, my wishes of you. Please make it come true.

Amin. Amin. Amin.

Care

It's true that when you really, truely love/like a person, you'll go gaga on them and really, really care for what they are doing/feeling.

I heard you coughing just now and all that I'm feeling is I want you to get better. I'll take away the pain, just for you.

Or even be your remedy.

I just want you to be healthy.

God, please ease him, and please let him be healthy again.

Maybe it's only a crush, but I do want my crush to be healthy and happy.

Favourite Subject

Hey, it seems that I can't resist talking about you. You know, if I were given a chance, I would like to have a nice late night talks with you. I want to get to know you better, to know all your secrets and hopes. Listening to your favourite songs, and talking about your favourite books, and your favourite childhood memories. It's gonna be a very long talk and the only thing we'd talk about is gonna be about you.

I want to learn everything about you, my favourite subject.

Nom Nom

Well, I was eating my free lunch when you came all smiling for the free food.

If only you noticed how big my grin was when I saw you. And to add more to my happy day, you sit in front of me. Well, yes not exactly in front of me, but at least you made it easier for me to take a glimpse of you.

And to be honest, I can't take my eyes off you.

Oh, I was hoping there's no psychic in the house cause if there was one, I'll be doomed. I was imagining it as our lunch together. Hah! Eating with a crush could always made a girl's day even if it means only sharing table.

What's more surprising is when you asked me, "Bella nak tambah lagi ke?" when I took another bite of tomato. You melt my heart and automatically made the tomato taste like it's the most delicious tomato ever.

I'm totally can't stop smiling. All giddy up inside.

But, you made that remarks. Surprisingly, I don't get offended at all. Perhaps it's because I like you too much. Or maybe I thought that just the way you are.

Whatever it is, I'm still thankful for the wonderful day I had and the brief moment with you. :)

Thank you, God. For listening to my prayer. It made my day. Alhamdulillah :D

Hey,

The eyes, the intense look, the smile.


That particular smile.



Lalu aku jatuh, lagi, dan lagi, dan lagi.

In My Mind

Why can't I stop thinking of you? I don't want to tweet about you. I want you to be my secret. Because I keep wishing and praying that you and I are going to be a reality.


If I have to wait, for you, I'll wait a thousand years.

I Don't Want To Talk About You At First,

But I started to think that I've fall for you more than I should. And, what's more important is nobody knows about it. You are my favourite secret now. Actually you're more to a secret wish - a wish I really really hope that would be granted by God.


I want to pray that you'd be the right one for me. But let's not meddle with His bussiness, right?



p/s: I love your smile. I wish could keep it. Well, at least I've keep it here, in my heart.


Oh my dear you, you make me sounds so cliche!

"Bella.."

I will remember this date.
The first time you talked to me with a sweet smile on your face. I know you have your eyes on my friend, but that won't stop me from admiring you from afar.
God, you had me when you called my name "Bella". You make it sounds beautiful. You make it a perfect name for me. You just make the name sounds so right.


Well, it does. Especially when it comes from you.


Thank you God. This made my day. :)

It's Such A Shame For Us To Part

But never mind. I think this is the best for both of us. Even though you had me replaced after three weeks, I guess it won't be a problem. It's your nature anyway. Good luck in your future undertakings. If our paths cross one more time, I hope it happens when we both are happy with our own life and family, insyAllah.