In My Mind

Why can't I stop thinking of you? I don't want to tweet about you. I want you to be my secret. Because I keep wishing and praying that you and I are going to be a reality.


If I have to wait, for you, I'll wait a thousand years.

I Don't Want To Talk About You At First,

But I started to think that I've fall for you more than I should. And, what's more important is nobody knows about it. You are my favourite secret now. Actually you're more to a secret wish - a wish I really really hope that would be granted by God.


I want to pray that you'd be the right one for me. But let's not meddle with His bussiness, right?



p/s: I love your smile. I wish could keep it. Well, at least I've keep it here, in my heart.


Oh my dear you, you make me sounds so cliche!

"Bella.."

I will remember this date.
The first time you talked to me with a sweet smile on your face. I know you have your eyes on my friend, but that won't stop me from admiring you from afar.
God, you had me when you called my name "Bella". You make it sounds beautiful. You make it a perfect name for me. You just make the name sounds so right.


Well, it does. Especially when it comes from you.


Thank you God. This made my day. :)

It's Such A Shame For Us To Part

But never mind. I think this is the best for both of us. Even though you had me replaced after three weeks, I guess it won't be a problem. It's your nature anyway. Good luck in your future undertakings. If our paths cross one more time, I hope it happens when we both are happy with our own life and family, insyAllah.

No Words Can Describe What I'm Feeling Now

Sekarang aku dah jumpa blog kau. Ya Allah, rindunya aku dekat kau. Kau dah berubah. Aku suka dengan perubahan kau tu, perubahan ke arah kebaikan, semakin matang.

Aku juga yang tak terarah kepada kebaikan.

Pasti aku akan cemburu dengan bakal isteri kau.

:)

YES!

Finally, aku rasa aku dah jumpa facebook kau setelah mencari sekian lama.

Tapi, aku tak pasti itu kau atau orang lain.

Nak add, ke tak add?

Takut.

Alhamdulillah, Sakit Itu Tiada Lagi.

Antara benda yang aku belajar tahun ni, adalah cara untuk move on.

Senang.

Cara aku cuma, aku tengok benda yang buatkan aku sakit hati tadi lama-lama banyak banyak kali. Komplen sepuas hati, bayangkan perbualan yang paling menyakitkan hati yang boleh terjadi antara anda dan orang yang menyakitkan hati anda, buat semua yang menyakitkan hati anda, semualah.

Buat je semua perkara yang menyakitkan hati anda yang berkaitan dengan orang yang menyakitkan hati tadi.

Buat sampai hati kau dah lali dengan rasa sakit tu.

Lama-lama kau akan biasa. Macam aku rasa sekarang.

Dah tak rasa apa-apa.