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Thursday, January 10, 2013

Terakhir Kalinya,


Sayang,

aku titip doa tiap hari
moga kau temui
teman yang mampu kau cintai
kiranya bukan aku
yang kau pingin
menjadi teman libur dan tangis


Friday, January 4, 2013

I miss you,
I miss you so much that my heart hurts.
I miss you that I always wanted to cry by just thinking of you

Ya Allah, bantu aku
Rindu ini terlalu derita rasanya

Misteri

Aku fikir,
Debar, gelisah
Dan pedih ini

Sebenarnya
Rindu hati
Padamu

Wednesday, January 2, 2013

Lara Pergi

Aku faham sekarang.
Kali ini, aku benar-benar mengalah.

Selamat tinggal pujaan hati,
semoga kau ketemu orang yang kau mampu sayangi.
dan semoga dia menyayangi kamu kembali.

Aku disini akan membawa hati
Semoga Tuhan bantu menyembuhkan

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

New

Selamat Tahun Baru sayang,
aku berharap seandainya kita tidak ditakdirkan bersama,
aku akan berupaya meneruskan kehidupan
dengan gembira
seperti gembiranya aku tatkala kau ada bersama

Tapi jika sebaliknya,
aku berharap kau cepat membuka langkah

Hati ini terlalu rindu,

Selamat Tahun Baru, sayang.

Wednesday, December 26, 2012

Tak Bisa

During our last karaoke session, and you sang a song from Slank, entitled "Ku Tak Bisa". And there's the lyrics,

Ku tak bisa,
Jauh...jauh...darimu...

Please know that, I can't stand being far away from you. This longing is killing me.

Oh God, I miss him.

Sunday, December 16, 2012

Longing

It's all started with a simple question on how to measure a tank, then it continued to a teasing in lunch table. You called me fat, how rude..but that's the way you are, and I'm not offended.

Then you start asking me out. To karaoke. Out of nowhere, and we're not even that close pun. I like your voice. I like how you teasingly sang the songs to me. I like the way you blow your smoke up to the air.

I like how you came searching me to help you with your work. I like how actually it's never a work.

I like how clean your car is. I like how you look nervous driving when I'm on your side. I like how you looked sad when the last night we went out together. I like how you smile shyly when I said 'hi' to you.


I like you too much. Too much it hurts.
You, I miss you.
Terribly.