Wishes And Plans

I always believe in God's plan. I don't know what He's planning for me, but all I know is it's for our own goods. Like when I had my break up with my ex, it was what I need the most. I don't need the relationship. I just want them because of reasons.

And then you, the sequences of our meet ups is so carefully plan by Him. And I was thankful, and really grateful. Plus, almost my every wish of you did came true! Yes, most of them! Seriously.

First, my break up with my ex, then you started talking to me. You knew my name before you even bother talking to me pun. And then you asked me to karaoke, out of nowhere! We're not that close pun for you to ask me such question! And then you told me about your guitar, you gave me your works, you start getting comfy around me and I, being myself start taking advantage for every chances to gaze upon your beautifully handsome face.

And then the texts and whatsapp and the call that I've missed. And now the facebook.

I'm seriously hoping that these would lead us to somewhat a better future.


You're my only wish. And you still are.

I Miss You

You're not around today. Maybe you had training, maybe you're not well. Well, whatever the reasons are, I hope you're doing fine. I miss you terribly. I miss your dashing smile the most.

Love.

"Hi,"

I can't get rid the picture of you smiling and smirking with a daze and adorably confused eyes of yours when I first stepped into your car.

I said 'Hi', and you're like, 'Hi' with a tone of a child first getting candies from a stranger

It was adorable. Too adorable, and handsome and I've melted again (I even think that I've evaporated into the air). Oh you, oh you, what have you done to my heart?

Reasons

People say you don't need reasons to fall in love. But, I always wanted to beg to differ. I think we need to know why we love/like the person we fall for instead of just falling.

But it was before I met you. You're different. You're wonderful. If people ask me, why do I like you so much I'd probably stand there clueless and speechless because honestly, I don't even know why I like you.

Come to think of it, I don't even like you at the first place. What's with your fierce face, the way you never acknowledge me in the office, your attitude as told by the guys and with me witnessing it myself, that's not something worth to fall for.

But I fell anyway.

Now I know how does it feel not knowing why you like someone. It's a very wonderful feeling (even you don't know how I feel and probably you don't feel the same) but anyhow, I like these feelings - whatever they are.

I never felt like this with anyone. I've always know why I like someone, or why I wanna stay with them. But with you, it's different. Totally different.

All I know now is, I want to make you happy. I want to be the person who you can count on, the person you confide in, the person who'll always be there for you. I want to make you feel loved, and safe. I want to take care of you and your heart. And most importantly, I want to always be the reason behind your dashing smiles. That smile that has melted my heart for a countless times. I want to earn that smile, and make it mine. Just mine.

Random

I was listening to my songs when you came and kick my table. I know you're coming but I was shocked anyway. You surprised me! And then you smiled that handsome smile of yours, and I even forgot that I'm mad at you for being bipolar.

Oh God, I like him so much I want him to be mine.

Bipolar

Honestly, what is wrong with you? You're suddenly being cold to me like I've done something wrong to you. And what makes it worse is I don't even know why. You're okay before, what's up with the fierce face? Just two days ago we went karaoke together, having dinner, and driving around in your car, and now, wow? Like you don't even know me pun.

I'll give you benefit of doubt. Probably u're just stress about you work. But whatever. I'm having my share of PMS too, you know.

Nyum

You look so handsomely masculine with that coverall and your wet hair. I like you so much. Very much.