Pleads

I need to remind myself not to be greedy. Yes, I want you. I want you all for myself. I want us to happen. I want us to be real. I want to write about you while you are with me. I want to be happy with you, because I know insyAllah, I will. You can make me happy, insyAllah.

I like you. I like you too much. I like how you make me feel. I like these feelings. I like how I feel when I'm with you.

Ya Allah, please make us happen. If he's the one for me, please show me the way. And if he's not, please stop these feelings and please stray him away from me so I will be not living in my dreams anymore.